What Is Love ?


Love is something that is not easily explained. No one word can express it. No one person feels the same about it. IT's waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person adn going to be feeling the same way. It's knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with her and it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will enver be taken away. It's cring every night wehn the one you love doesn't love you back. It's feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from her mouth and actually know she means it. That's the best feeling in the world. To know ath someone loves you for you and want to be with you forever. Love is hard to find and even harder to keep. It takes time and effort to keep it going on the track. But you don't mind because you wold do anyhing in the wrold to keep it. It's knwoing that when you come home you will ahve someone to share your day iwth. She will be the first one you want to see when you wake up. THe only thing that is onyour mind all day, all round. It's knowoing that someone's always there for you to rely on. Someone is always there for you to talk your heart out and wun judge you for that. It is the person you fell the most comfortbale within the bond with one other peson. That is the best feeling in the world. But when you lose that feeling, when you lose the only hting that ever mattered to you, it sees like life has no purpose, no point at all. You feel like you could just curl up and ide. Ths you nothign or no one else matters to you adn the only things that you eahve ever wanted is now gone. You will do anyhign to get her back, becuse she is worth it. You will try and try until one day you realize that things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep insdie of you. So you try your best to just be friend and it works for a while, only for a little while. The feelings are still there adn no matter how hard you try, friedn will enver be good enough. So you want to forget abt her, but that's even harder. THers too many memoreies, to mayn good times to jsut forget and no matter what you do, she is always in your mind. Everwhere you go and everything u do. That pain will never elaves you and the lonely feeling will stays with you forver.

A Poem That Touched me...

"Both are convinced that a sudden surge of emotion bound them together. Beautiful is such a certainty but uncertainty is more beautiful. Because they didn't know each other earlier, they suppose that nothing was happening between them. What of the streets, stairways and corridors where they could have passed each other long ago? I'd like to ask them whether they remember - perhaps in a revolving door ever being face to face? an "excuse me" in a crowd or a voice "wrong number" in the receiver But I know their answer : no, they don't remember. They'd be greatly astonished to learn that for a long time Chance had been playing with them. Not yet wholly ready to transform into fate for them, it approached them, then backed off. Stood in their way and, suppressing a giggle, jumped to the side."

Do u all have the same experience before? share with us bah... =D

didn't blog for a long long time.. can't rememebr when did i blog for the last time.. my computer was down for nearly a week..sianz! just got it repaired last night..think i got to go and download some latest aniivirus programmmes.. must be free one heee....

haiz.. didn't really in a good mood for the past few days... cos i couldn't use my com.. and i didn't have any mood to study...haiz

Who am i.. What am i.. Where am i.. I DUNNOE

Sorry for truning down ur.......eh.....hao3 yi4?
but i dun think anything will happen between us.. no sparks bah...
wo lei le... nightz

EXPLANATION
IF YOU CHOOSE TO EXPLAIN YOURSELF, DO IT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ANOTHER PERSON AND NOT BECAUSE YOU NEED THEIR APPROVAL

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?


What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow a nd you never got to tell them how you felt?


So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.



I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember that somebody out there in the world cares about you and always will.


I'll Always Be There

In times of trouble,

In times of need,

If you are feeling SAD,

You can count on me.

I will give you a wink,



Until you smile,

give you a hug,

And stand by your side.

I'll be there for you till the end,

I'll always and forever, be your friend!

~ Watching NBA now (repeat) ~
~ Didn't study for the whole day ~
~ Didn't do any exercise ~
~ Didn't eat dinner ~
~ Sianz ~
~ Restless ~
~ Don't know what i want to do now ~
~ Need to clean up my room ~
~ Feel like going out ~
~ Want to watch movie and play arcade ~
~ Want to play ~
~ Kobe & Shaq are steady ~
~ Lakers lost at their homeground ~
~ I am lacking behind for my studies ~
~ I didn't complete my homework ~
~ I sleep too much ~
~ I want to sleep again ~

GO TO HELL...

You Raise Me Up - Josh Groban

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life – no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be

just went back from LEP camp in NTU, four days three nights learnt alot of things and make more friends! First night was the most boring and dead day, had many very sianz talks and did nothing meaningful at all.
the meals here are terribly sucks to the core, didn't eat more not bcos i am on diet but the food is really cannot make it man!

Second day was better, eventot we had a stupid trip to visit the graves and tombs, but actually we were like traveling in the bus and chatting. Know this guy from HCJC called Hoi Fai, hahha, chatted with him for the whole camp, especially in the bus, tok so much craps with him and some stupid jokes! Glad to know him, and dunnnoe why we tok abt lots of personnal things like his past, his family and etc, of course i told him mine too! currently the girl he likes also in the LEP camp, so i was like keep teasing and fooling around with him, ha! This guy is damn slow, always man ban pai, ha, always give u tt blur blur face, and he walks slow, tok slow and eat slow.. sometime abit buay ta han him! but his is kind hearted also not bad lah... got to keep a good realtionship with him, since HCJC got so many CHIO BU...whahhahha =D (joking)

During one of the night, chatted with GH until 04:00am in the room, cos we both couldn't get to sleep, ha! We chatted alot of stuffs like ghost stories in TJC and RI! and lots more... he chatted abt his problems with his family and his gf's family and many more his problems and his future! Then i was like in one short i know him better like tt, and some how this kind of feeling is like we two getting closer? since we are the only two pathetic guys in our class, which dominated by an outstanding number of girls! He said he felt lonely in TJC, and sometime i do feel the same thing as him... he said sometime when he walked down to the canteen, he felt so pathetic tt, he dunnoe who to eat with! sigh....

~to be continued~