Friends who make friend wait are not friends...
Friends who are wrong and deny it are not friends...
Friends who love talking rubbish are not friends...
Friends who love seeking attention are not friends...
Friends who are trying to make themselves sound very poor thing are not friends...

The one the world stood still
Thousands of people live in this town
And I had to run into you
When I saw you there on that busy street
Those feelings came back again
There was nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
You walked up to me, looked in my eyes

And still
The world stood still
I couldn't move
And all I could feel
Was this aching in my heart
Saying I loved you still

You said how've you been
It's great to see you again
You're really a sight for sore eyes
I said, I can't complain
I'm doing fine
We talked as the people rushed by
We laughed about old times and all we went through
That's when you hugged me and said I've missed you

And still
The world stood still
I couldn't move
And all I could feel
Was this aching in my heart
Saying I loved you still

And still
The world stood still
I couldn't move
And all I could feel
Was this aching in my heart
Saying I loved you still

you know out there, you know what you have done, you know you are being hated.

you are a contemptuous fucked up *******.

so please go away. far far away. go live back your lonesome life, loser.

your actions qualify you of a bastard.

i've since dropped any evil intentions of ruining you; if not at least to disrupt your life.

you are not worth wasting time on, my moral soundness is being insulted.

you suck big time. go fuck away and die.

feel so much better now.

effortlessly.

i've put all unhappiness behind me.

no one can hurt me, come defeat me.

i'm not scared of you.

Some day you came,

and I knew you were the one.

You were the rain,

you were the sun.

But I needed both

cause I needed you.

You were the one,

I was dreaming of all my life.

When it is dark,

you are my light.

But don't forget who's always our guide...

It is the child in us.

我爱你，你爱我

简单的六个字形成了-我们

在这辽阔的世界

牵着彼此的手

天与地的距离，

仿佛成为了一线

将我们融为一体

此时的你属于我

而我就是你

似乎是很久以前了

我们对着生活

报着热忱

去微笑

去等待长大

觉得凡事都是美好的

就像雨过天晴般

但曾几何时

我们经历了不少事

遇见了不少人

到最后

已弄不清是时间改变了我们

还是我们改变了对生活的态度

日复一日中

我们学会用尖锐的言语去武装自己

用怀疑的眼光去询问所有的人和事

我们不再轻易地相信

不相信别人诚心的赞赏

不相信他们善意的忠告

不再为小小的获得

而满足和快乐

我们的目光中

多了审视与窥探

少了一些坦诚与信任

我们的心不时地有了疲倦的感觉

长大了

我们究竟失去了什麽

This is a diary of impromptu thots.

About Love

Will you keep changing for someone till you lose yourself, lose your own identity ?

I dun want you to change, at least not so much for me. It hurts still, but as long as u r happy, i guess i will try to accept that.

I grow more attached to u as the day passed by, but i will try not to let u feel tied down.

How are u going to overcome the problem of age gap? Be mature ? or be childish ?

Relationship is not about I love you and you love me and things will work out... There is alot of effort to be put in, care plays a big role.

Do u think that love will just fade away over time ? I dun... = )

About Basketball

Sigh, really a big big SIGH.. now we are facing a "traisition" period, it sucks to the core!

Some players played to death, some players played a little and the rest didn't get to play at all !

I am not a talented player, I am not a good basketball palyer, I just worked extra hard on it.

But u made me lost the motivation to drive harder.... to achive better..

i am tired, i have been drained out by u.. both physically and mentally...

Where is the fun of playing basketball, if i have a coach like u...

orh, sorry, in the first place, u are just a teacher, not a coach... at least not qualified....

About School

I have not touched my hw for the whole week.

I attened all lectures and tutorials, but basically i learnt nothing.

No test means i no need to study. Ridiculous... wake up! wake up!

One of my classmate is leaving, she wants to study in NYP, i wish her the best.

One of my classmate is being quite cold towards me, i feel uneasy.

One of my classmate is pissing me off, oh sorry, she pissed me off, and she will piss me off MORE.

One of my classmate... one of my classmate... one of my classmate...

Do i have a class? weird, where is the class bonding... i wonder... i failed... i am not being respect

About Family

I feel lost... I feel worried... I am just 18.

I behaved like a man.

I cried like a boy.

I feel tt i have not done enough.. in taking care and concerning about him...

I should spend more time w you.

I may not be able to let you be proud of me, but i am proud of u as always.

Love.