It just don't feel nice when people telling u :

"TELL YOU SO MUCH U ALSO DUN UNDERSTAND"

hmmmmmmmmmph.... !!!

A chair is still a chair,

even when there's no one sitting there;

But a chair is not a house,

and a house is not a home.

When there's no one there to hold you tight,

And no one there you can kiss good night. =)

Wat's Love??

Never say goodbye if you still want to try – never give up if you still feel you can go on – never say you don’t love a person anymore if you can’t let go.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not twists them with our own image – otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back! Don’t expect love in return just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

Dream what you want in dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and chance to do all the things you want to do.

感情就像一雙鞋子!!不是每雙鞋子天生就是合自己的腳 有的像拖鞋!!雖然舒服但是卻登不了大堂 有的像皮鞋!!雖然光鮮亮麗.但是卻不適合常走 有的卻是破鞋!!每個人都希望你把他丟棄 但是你卻當作寶貝捨不得丟棄 怎樣選一雙好鞋.怎樣選一段好的感情 或許你不斷的選擇錯誤.但是沒有錯誤又怎麼會成長?? 不是嗎 ??

it's been a eventful year with so many changes in my life and so many ups and downs along the way. one of the busiest and most challenging year of my life - it's school work, basketball and family throughout and i'm still amazed i'm surviving. in fact, still strong and managing well (at least that is what i think). 2005's the year that i made many differences and faught many battles till i've been so caught up i forgot to take a break. Just want to keep this entry short and simple, let's pray we have a good A level results and wish everyone of us have a great 2006 ahead =)

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Havenot been blogging for a long time.

NO mood. I will say.

Had a hectic life for the past two weeks.

First week, i was sad and really lost.

Second week, i was annoyed and really frustrated.

One part of me, was asking myself HOW HOW HOW?

Should i just fly over to another country and get myself invisible?

Or should i...

The situation is getting more complicated and dramatic

Very, very, dramatic.

But when everything that u have seen in the tv has become a part of ur life.

Nothing is dramatic.

Instead, you felt threatening.

I am trying to put everthing to a fullstop.

But this two weeks has been a hell distratrous for we two, especially my mom.

She is storng.

Much stronger than i can imagine.

But come to the security of her son.

She seems so vulnerable.

There are lots of ppl concerning abt us.

To them, i really thankz them from the bottom of my heart.

There are lots of ppl wanting us to disappear from this world.

To them, i am laughing at ur greediness.

Class has been normal,

But my heart has been floating ups and downs.

Not, not because of the results.

But, because of the classmates.

Some still want to compete the results.

Some still want blah blah blah.

What for?

Maybe when they experience what i experienced

They will realise

After all, is the HEART that matter.

The heart that u treat ppl.

The heart that u face the world.

The heart ...




* thankz Xin yan for ur concern sms, surprising i didn't expect u are really concern abt me =)
thankz zi rui for her sms when i was in malaysia also.
thankz yu ting and jin xuan for their cards also. Thankz =)
Thankz those ppl who have help me here and there.

after this, i think i am getting better at differentiating who is friend and who is classmate.

its a long entry, cos i expect myself from not blogging here for the next month or so. its time to get back my life. sutdy and exercise. whoever irritate me now, i will bite back for sure.
That's me.