难过 是因为闷了很久 是因为想了太多 是心理起了作用
你说 苦笑常常陪著你 在一起有点勉强 该不该现在休了我
不想太多 我想一定是我 听错弄错搞错 拜托 我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说 其实我早已经猜透看透 不想多说 只是我怕眼泪撑不住
不懂 你的黑色幽默 想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧 我不想拆穿你
当作 是你开的玩笑 想通 却又再考倒我
说散 你想很久了吧 败给你的黑色幽默
我的认真 败给黑色幽默

I am proud of you

I care about you

I miss you

I want to be with you

I hope you aren't in trouble

I am thankful for the support you have provided

I want to hold your hand

I want you to be happy

I hope you are not too cold, or too hot

I want to hug you

I love you

I am thinking of you and smiling

I want to be your shoulder to cry on

I think the world of you

I will protect you

I will do anything for you

I am praising God for you

I want to tell you how much you care to me

I want to share my dreams with you

I want you to hold me in your arms

I wish I could STOP time because of you

I love you for who you are

I love the way you make me feel

I need your support and encouragement

I want you to know I am here for you

I stayed up all night thinking about you

I am alive because of you

I want to be with you

I have faith in you



Its a sad thing that i will not be able to tell all these thing that i wanted to tell you =(

So why did I cry
When you waved good-bye?
They ask me why?
I just don't know.
It's Goodybe, adios, ciao, adieu.
I needed a love
It could have been from you

I feel like screaming out F words now...
F the whole things that ruined my day today...
F the econ lectures, tutorials and tmr test
F the PE teachers.. both of U
F the whole damn shit tt i am suffering now......
Arghhh......... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Woke up early in the moring.. did some work here and there..
but haven't study even a bit of Econ.. next week got test le...
die.. who can help me ? Arghhh...

I am chosen to take part in TJC SportsExcel Mentoring Programme..
or something like tt one...
eventot i didn't apply fot tt sports scholarship (scholars can get $600~$800 per year under this scholarships lei)...
but i am asked to take part in it... also dunnoe why...
hahhhah.... i am pair up with Ronnie, and our mentor is Marcus Ng..
the national player in Water Polo team... heard he is quite famous lah.. i dunnoe also... have u all heard about this guy before?
hahhha.... he is my mentor now, and we are going to meet him this wednesday afternoon... hahhha.... nervous!

Then we are asked by school teachers to prepare some background info abt him first, before we meet up with him...

so just now i went to google.com to seach for Marcus Ng
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i typed Marcus Ng, and press the Enter
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then the search results come out
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::: SGBOY > Hotbods :::
... HK Yatch Athletes HK Yatch Athletes Comments: 0 fooyg. 15.05.2004, 20:12. Previous
image: sunny, Next image: HK Yatch Athletes. Marcus Ng. Marcus Ng. Description: ...
www.sgboy.com/hotbods/details.php?image_id=4054 - 25k - Cached - Similar pages
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then i click on it.......DOTS (-_-")
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advice ppl dun take a look at this website...
at least dun dry this at home...ha

wah... xin yan u bot so many things of course u r broke now...
but i abit envy u lohz... buy so much things... got so much $ to spend... hahha... i even need to consdier a while when i wanted to buy New paper...hahhha... joking lah....

To eileen ee.. erm.. i really know what happened to u these days lah..
cos we rarely tok to each other now and then... but can tell u were quite low adn down these few days... hope u can better next week..
a fresh week... hahhha.. Tomorrow will be better, tt's what i alwasys bluff myself =P
oh ya... and i am the only child too.. so some how can guess what u thinking or "suffering" now...

Went back to GESS to paly basketabll...
zhong wei, yong meng, matthew, ruiteck, wei lun, zhi min, yow lun all went back..hahhha... sort of didn't meet up for qutie a long time..
ha... nice to play bball with they all...hahhahha...
very nice really...... even i can't really run or jump with my injuried ankle... but well we still played unitl very happy...
hahhha... my three point really not bad lei... hahhha.. Ooopss
btw saw ah san now got white hairs already... tsk tsk tsk
time really flow fast....

Tonnes of hw waiting for me.. next week still got two or three tests?
can't really bother with it ...haiz... econ is really a headache for me...study study study! haiz... dots.... sianz... sigh...

Why make me fall for u when you can't be with me ?
Hmmmm.... quite touching...

Headache...busy...life sucks.....!
Only slept for three to four hours last nights...
sigh... miss basketabll again.. dunnoe why so fast!
Anyway i really should be resting well at home until my ankle is fully recover before i touch the basektabll again...
Think will go for a swim later...
hahha... btw i just went to play tennis at Dennis house...ha

Tmr is the A boy Basketball Chamipionship Final...
HCJC vs SAJC... Good luck to everyone who is playing tmr...
especially Gabriel, Hong Yi, Yong Meng, Hui Jie, Quan Ju, Eugiene..etc
hahhha...
I dun care who will win tmr (think HCJC will win, anyone wanna bet with me ?)... i just hope tt tmr i will catch a good show...hahhha...
Tmr can skip two tutorials again to go down toapayoh to receive the prize.. so happy....
All the best dudes......take care =)