W A R N I N G ! ! !
(Dun eat too much when u r reading this post, just in case if u want to puke)
I know the post below will make some of u puke or whatever... u may condemned me for what i posted down here... actually i also dunnoe what had happened to this world.. hahhha...
16/12/2004
6:50pm
The Bus stop outside Plaza Sing
a guy appraoched me... tot he was selling insurance or asked me to donate money to blah blah charity..didn't give him a damn at first...
until i recived his name card....
VersusOne Management....
http://www.versusone.com (check it out if u guys are interested)
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Is not so SHOCKING... until i read the words behind.....
Models & Artistes management company
I was like totally STUNNED.... and can't control myself from laughing at it.....
hahhhha....me? model? hahha... tsk tsk tsk ... was he mad or what ?
Anyway this guy was quite sincere, and he wrote an e-mail to me the next day, which is today lah..the content is below as follows:
..............
Hi Jonathan,
As mentioned, I need a few good guys to pose as Butlers for American Express. The project started in September this year, and will be continuing till next year. Therefore, I constantly need guys to be at the Amex Platinum Card Events.
My current batch of Butlers are still in force, but some of them have new commitments (e,g. f new full time job, school etc)
Let me know you schedule, e.g. which days free/ at wat time free etc...
In addition, there will be future opportunity to do modellling for events, and advertisements etc.
If you're keen, send me 3-4 of your pictures. I need to know your height annd contact details too.
Once I have your pictures, I will recommend you to clients for suitable assignments.
Let me know if this is something that you will like to explore.
Best Regards,
Ryan
...............
well, anyone wanna give me any comments?
i swear, i ddint't make up any line above...
i am not trying to show off, cos i got nothign to show off what....
just for a laugh here.. no need to puke infront of ur com k =)
anyway.. i am CONTENTED =D
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Thursday, December 09, 2004
I dreAm
People do dream. i dream too. i dreamt of being somebody yet i do enjoy being myself. In my life, i don't need to be anybody. i need to be myself. i don't need to be rich and famous. i don't need to be a superstar.
I dream
In my mind
I can climb All the mountains that surround me
My spirit’s there,
where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There’s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn’t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
If there’s a timeI
n your life
When the odds are so against you
There’s no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There’s a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world’s have come apart
It doesn’t matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can runLike the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can beThe hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can runLike the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
People do dream. i dream too. i dreamt of being somebody yet i do enjoy being myself. In my life, i don't need to be anybody. i need to be myself. i don't need to be rich and famous. i don't need to be a superstar.
I dream
In my mind
I can climb All the mountains that surround me
My spirit’s there,
where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There’s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn’t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
If there’s a timeI
n your life
When the odds are so against you
There’s no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There’s a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world’s have come apart
It doesn’t matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can runLike the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can beThe hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can runLike the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be
The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Afraid
in the lonely night,
i will still think of you.
un-notically,
i will take note of you.
when love become stagnant,
the last resort is seperation.
i will continue living.
but i am still afraid,
when i am alone,
i will remind myself of you.
regrettably,
i wish i didn't make a decision when it is time to leave.
cause i am still afraid...
in the lonely night,
i will still think of you.
un-notically,
i will take note of you.
when love become stagnant,
the last resort is seperation.
i will continue living.
but i am still afraid,
when i am alone,
i will remind myself of you.
regrettably,
i wish i didn't make a decision when it is time to leave.
cause i am still afraid...
Friday, November 19, 2004
Thursday, November 04, 2004
Being busy lately, usually ppl who didn't blog for a long time had two reasons:
1. They are in loved
2. They are busy in loved
.... but... i didn't blog for a long time was because of Project Work (PW)... pw pw pw pw pw pw...
yar, our group is fantastic man (TJ 164), was being so united and hardworking for the past few days, the project work file of our was being organized so needly by jane until an extent tt everyone would give a "WOW!" when they saw our file.. *so poud of our group*
then we were practicing our Oral Presentation (OP) for countless of time until i can do it without cue cards =)
anyway i have a hard time when i was trying to pronounce these two simple words
"consume" and "work" >_<"
received these two mails from Pamela and Ms ng respectively, thankz =) *touched*
hey jun xian!are u very surprised to receive my mail? this is pamela incase udunno.. yeah tt moron who was damn impressed by your cards (duno wadto call them).. juz wanna thank you for being such a great cg rep for this year! hopeu can be our cg rep next year too.. been reading your blog (bet youdidnt know) and you seem to be really depressed and nan guo most ofthe time.. isit because of our class? maybe u feel very nan guo cos ofus? this bunch of 38 girls.. i have to admit we always tend to leave u and guohao out.. but i'msure it isnt done on purpose.. u noe guys and girls always have somesort of invisible barrier.. immature lar. yar.. so hope u wont bear agrudge against us? and dun always go and eat buns and fruits yourselfleh. can always eat with us wad. we look so unfriendly and bad meh? =Pblehh.. maybe we really look so...sigh so i just wanna let u know im sorry for being one of those guilty ofleaving u guys out.. in a unknowing way.. definitely not on purpose...forgive us! (or me, rather) again, i must reiterate the fact that im very very very impressed withyour sweet efforts in doing the little cards.. its something small butit means so much! (haha getting mushy here =S) yeah i really mean itlor. i mean, if i were you, i wldnt even be bothered to make it sonicely.. i will juz print the words and tts all lor. and i tell u,alot of ppl in 34 are impressed oso!! touched and impressed... likeglenda lar, wenyuan lar, eileen la, etc etc. in case u have any doubt of ur own abilities as a CG rep, here's toassure u YOU'RE A GREAT CG REP!! yeah.... do u feel damn shuang now?haha.. but of cos not as great a rep as me. the lep rep. ahha no juzjoking!! so pls dun be so sad sad and you1 yu4 liaoz ok. i noe got some ppl whogets on ur nerves lar.. but thats life. in case u think there's nobodyu can confide in in this cls, theres always me! i duno lar.. we dontreally talk in cls i noe.. cos im a very quiet n reserved person u see(yar rite).. but feel free to confide in me im a good listener u noe.yea..... cheer up!! thanks so much again!! im damn impressed! (u muz be damnsick of this) grinz and winks frm pamela =D
___________________________________________________________________
Dear 34, It's the end of the year and it's been a crazy mad rush with me and all therubbish that the end of term brings. Anyway, I'd like to say somethings to youguys and since we haven't really have had a chance to meet- the full class, Imean, this is the only way to do it. I know your results haven't been really fantastic and I've been giving you a lotof heat about it. Thing is it really was a shock. Your actual class ranking forGP dropped 17 notches from 19 to 36 so there you are. It's quite scary. Buthaving said that, I believe in you guys and I believe that you guys can actuallymake it, instead of "cannot make it". And I really believe that, despite thefact that I get annoyed with you and tell you guys off for being distracted andcomplacent. I'm not saying you guys are, all the time, sometimes yes, that much you have toadmit as well..:), but beneath all that, I've seen the ability in you toactually do well and I want you to, during the holidays, reach into yourselvesand actually pull that out again. It's time you took responsibility for yourresults, both good and bad and thought about it. So, spend the holidays well, rest but don't forget the big challenge that willbe next year. Next year's going to be tough and I promise you that we'll weatherthrough it together, but I need you guys to bring your own umbrellas as well- ifyou get what I mean-, I'll be there to help and to lead the way, but you do yourpart too. And, I also want to say thank you, for your messages and your little cards,thank you for the times you've put in effort. They have not gone unnoticed. Seeyou next year and if you need to get in touch with me during the holidays, youknow how. With a warm heart for everyone of you, Ms Ng
1. They are in loved
2. They are busy in loved
.... but... i didn't blog for a long time was because of Project Work (PW)... pw pw pw pw pw pw...
yar, our group is fantastic man (TJ 164), was being so united and hardworking for the past few days, the project work file of our was being organized so needly by jane until an extent tt everyone would give a "WOW!" when they saw our file.. *so poud of our group*
then we were practicing our Oral Presentation (OP) for countless of time until i can do it without cue cards =)
anyway i have a hard time when i was trying to pronounce these two simple words
"consume" and "work" >_<"
received these two mails from Pamela and Ms ng respectively, thankz =) *touched*
hey jun xian!are u very surprised to receive my mail? this is pamela incase udunno.. yeah tt moron who was damn impressed by your cards (duno wadto call them).. juz wanna thank you for being such a great cg rep for this year! hopeu can be our cg rep next year too.. been reading your blog (bet youdidnt know) and you seem to be really depressed and nan guo most ofthe time.. isit because of our class? maybe u feel very nan guo cos ofus? this bunch of 38 girls.. i have to admit we always tend to leave u and guohao out.. but i'msure it isnt done on purpose.. u noe guys and girls always have somesort of invisible barrier.. immature lar. yar.. so hope u wont bear agrudge against us? and dun always go and eat buns and fruits yourselfleh. can always eat with us wad. we look so unfriendly and bad meh? =Pblehh.. maybe we really look so...sigh so i just wanna let u know im sorry for being one of those guilty ofleaving u guys out.. in a unknowing way.. definitely not on purpose...forgive us! (or me, rather) again, i must reiterate the fact that im very very very impressed withyour sweet efforts in doing the little cards.. its something small butit means so much! (haha getting mushy here =S) yeah i really mean itlor. i mean, if i were you, i wldnt even be bothered to make it sonicely.. i will juz print the words and tts all lor. and i tell u,alot of ppl in 34 are impressed oso!! touched and impressed... likeglenda lar, wenyuan lar, eileen la, etc etc. in case u have any doubt of ur own abilities as a CG rep, here's toassure u YOU'RE A GREAT CG REP!! yeah.... do u feel damn shuang now?haha.. but of cos not as great a rep as me. the lep rep. ahha no juzjoking!! so pls dun be so sad sad and you1 yu4 liaoz ok. i noe got some ppl whogets on ur nerves lar.. but thats life. in case u think there's nobodyu can confide in in this cls, theres always me! i duno lar.. we dontreally talk in cls i noe.. cos im a very quiet n reserved person u see(yar rite).. but feel free to confide in me im a good listener u noe.yea..... cheer up!! thanks so much again!! im damn impressed! (u muz be damnsick of this) grinz and winks frm pamela =D
___________________________________________________________________
Dear 34, It's the end of the year and it's been a crazy mad rush with me and all therubbish that the end of term brings. Anyway, I'd like to say somethings to youguys and since we haven't really have had a chance to meet- the full class, Imean, this is the only way to do it. I know your results haven't been really fantastic and I've been giving you a lotof heat about it. Thing is it really was a shock. Your actual class ranking forGP dropped 17 notches from 19 to 36 so there you are. It's quite scary. Buthaving said that, I believe in you guys and I believe that you guys can actuallymake it, instead of "cannot make it". And I really believe that, despite thefact that I get annoyed with you and tell you guys off for being distracted andcomplacent. I'm not saying you guys are, all the time, sometimes yes, that much you have toadmit as well..:), but beneath all that, I've seen the ability in you toactually do well and I want you to, during the holidays, reach into yourselvesand actually pull that out again. It's time you took responsibility for yourresults, both good and bad and thought about it. So, spend the holidays well, rest but don't forget the big challenge that willbe next year. Next year's going to be tough and I promise you that we'll weatherthrough it together, but I need you guys to bring your own umbrellas as well- ifyou get what I mean-, I'll be there to help and to lead the way, but you do yourpart too. And, I also want to say thank you, for your messages and your little cards,thank you for the times you've put in effort. They have not gone unnoticed. Seeyou next year and if you need to get in touch with me during the holidays, youknow how. With a warm heart for everyone of you, Ms Ng
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Fallen
forever i guess is a fictional word that makes fantasy complete. when you love someone, you will deny the truth and believe in the lies. time passes. life happens. distance separates. don't think that you know so much about me. i am not who i may seem to be. don't prick on me, don't push me, because i can't take it. i will re-bark hard if i want to, but seems that more often than not i just mellow and drown myself... immensely hurt within, broken and screaming for a voice. don't give me the option to drift and walk away entirely, because i would want to stay and be this way. the past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. bad experiences indeed made me bitter but the lessons learnt should make me better. i am happy to be who i am. love is living, making life better and treasuring myself. love is in my head, but freedom is my soul. i don't like to change and i won't change... i won't be broken again. i've got to breathe. I can't keep going under. it's just me.
forever i guess is a fictional word that makes fantasy complete. when you love someone, you will deny the truth and believe in the lies. time passes. life happens. distance separates. don't think that you know so much about me. i am not who i may seem to be. don't prick on me, don't push me, because i can't take it. i will re-bark hard if i want to, but seems that more often than not i just mellow and drown myself... immensely hurt within, broken and screaming for a voice. don't give me the option to drift and walk away entirely, because i would want to stay and be this way. the past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. bad experiences indeed made me bitter but the lessons learnt should make me better. i am happy to be who i am. love is living, making life better and treasuring myself. love is in my head, but freedom is my soul. i don't like to change and i won't change... i won't be broken again. i've got to breathe. I can't keep going under. it's just me.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Finding the true identity.....
To Jun Xian,
Jun xian, jun xian ah.. sometime i really pity you... when u r nicer to ppl... ppl think u r "IRRITATING"; when u dind't bother abt them at all... ppl say u r "acting dao"....
hahha... PROMO has fnished... i know u had did ur best, the results is not tt answer, cos what matter most is the process, the hardwork u had put in!
The loniness still filled with heart... sometime i doubt who is my true friend... the person closer to u can hurt u the most.. guess i am always stupid enough to make friends around, but actaully they just treating u as a piece of shit....hahhahha... stupid me!
Guess sometime i am too concern abt others le, always put them as my first priority, and end up losing out my soul..my identity.
Yesterday went to MPCC to play basketball... play four-four.. i was the youngest among the team.. cos the rest of them are all "ah-pek". hahhha... buy ya i am the weakest link among them lor... they were fierce, agrresive, competitive and ya... all sort of dirty tricks all came out.
pushing, elbowing, tricking ah... all the nonsense were there... and it seems like a battle field more than a basketball court lor... ^_^"
This morning went to Bedok sports hall paly badminton, it has been a long time that i play a badminton match.. hahhha.. got three pairs of uncles came and challenge us lei... hahhha.. uncle again... we lost two and won one... hahhahha... the most impt things is tt all the uncles said i played very good lor, very fast in response and the smashing is powerful also =D
hahaha... then i was like keep sliding here and there to save the "shuttle-cock" hahha...
now my butt pain like tearing apart and my right around basically cannot move around =X
Erm... so ppl out ther who dunnoe me tt well.... hahhha... NEVER NEVER underestimate my sports ability... never say I AM a nerd, cos it will cause a great insult only to urself.... hahhhha...
sounds abit arrogrant here... bleah =P
Miss all my old friends around.. especially GESS 4J 2002/2003.. hope they are doing fine...
and hope can meet up with them soon! Like to bitch around with them...hahhhha... and never froget the basketball team also... hahhha.. HEY, did coach owe us a trip to Genting? hahhhha....
Grinz
To Jun Xian,
Jun xian, jun xian ah.. sometime i really pity you... when u r nicer to ppl... ppl think u r "IRRITATING"; when u dind't bother abt them at all... ppl say u r "acting dao"....
hahha... PROMO has fnished... i know u had did ur best, the results is not tt answer, cos what matter most is the process, the hardwork u had put in!
The loniness still filled with heart... sometime i doubt who is my true friend... the person closer to u can hurt u the most.. guess i am always stupid enough to make friends around, but actaully they just treating u as a piece of shit....hahhahha... stupid me!
Guess sometime i am too concern abt others le, always put them as my first priority, and end up losing out my soul..my identity.
Yesterday went to MPCC to play basketball... play four-four.. i was the youngest among the team.. cos the rest of them are all "ah-pek". hahhha... buy ya i am the weakest link among them lor... they were fierce, agrresive, competitive and ya... all sort of dirty tricks all came out.
pushing, elbowing, tricking ah... all the nonsense were there... and it seems like a battle field more than a basketball court lor... ^_^"
This morning went to Bedok sports hall paly badminton, it has been a long time that i play a badminton match.. hahhha.. got three pairs of uncles came and challenge us lei... hahhha.. uncle again... we lost two and won one... hahhahha... the most impt things is tt all the uncles said i played very good lor, very fast in response and the smashing is powerful also =D
hahaha... then i was like keep sliding here and there to save the "shuttle-cock" hahha...
now my butt pain like tearing apart and my right around basically cannot move around =X
Erm... so ppl out ther who dunnoe me tt well.... hahhha... NEVER NEVER underestimate my sports ability... never say I AM a nerd, cos it will cause a great insult only to urself.... hahhhha...
sounds abit arrogrant here... bleah =P
Miss all my old friends around.. especially GESS 4J 2002/2003.. hope they are doing fine...
and hope can meet up with them soon! Like to bitch around with them...hahhhha... and never froget the basketball team also... hahhha.. HEY, did coach owe us a trip to Genting? hahhhha....
Grinz
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