Some day you came,
and I knew you were the one.
You were the rain,
you were the sun.
But I needed both
cause I needed you.
You were the one,
I was dreaming of all my life.
When it is dark,
you are my light.
But don't forget who's always our guide...
It is the child in us.
Friday, February 18, 2005
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Saturday, February 05, 2005
This is a diary of impromptu thots.
About Love
Will you keep changing for someone till you lose yourself, lose your own identity ?
I dun want you to change, at least not so much for me. It hurts still, but as long as u r happy, i guess i will try to accept that.
I grow more attached to u as the day passed by, but i will try not to let u feel tied down.
How are u going to overcome the problem of age gap? Be mature ? or be childish ?
Relationship is not about I love you and you love me and things will work out... There is alot of effort to be put in, care plays a big role.
Do u think that love will just fade away over time ? I dun... = )
About Basketball
Sigh, really a big big SIGH.. now we are facing a "traisition" period, it sucks to the core!
Some players played to death, some players played a little and the rest didn't get to play at all !
I am not a talented player, I am not a good basketball palyer, I just worked extra hard on it.
But u made me lost the motivation to drive harder.... to achive better..
i am tired, i have been drained out by u.. both physically and mentally...
Where is the fun of playing basketball, if i have a coach like u...
orh, sorry, in the first place, u are just a teacher, not a coach... at least not qualified....
About School
I have not touched my hw for the whole week.
I attened all lectures and tutorials, but basically i learnt nothing.
No test means i no need to study. Ridiculous... wake up! wake up!
One of my classmate is leaving, she wants to study in NYP, i wish her the best.
One of my classmate is being quite cold towards me, i feel uneasy.
One of my classmate is pissing me off, oh sorry, she pissed me off, and she will piss me off MORE.
One of my classmate... one of my classmate... one of my classmate...
Do i have a class? weird, where is the class bonding... i wonder... i failed... i am not being respect
About Family
I feel lost... I feel worried... I am just 18.
I behaved like a man.
I cried like a boy.
I feel tt i have not done enough.. in taking care and concerning about him...
I should spend more time w you.
I may not be able to let you be proud of me, but i am proud of u as always.
Love.
About Love
Will you keep changing for someone till you lose yourself, lose your own identity ?
I dun want you to change, at least not so much for me. It hurts still, but as long as u r happy, i guess i will try to accept that.
I grow more attached to u as the day passed by, but i will try not to let u feel tied down.
How are u going to overcome the problem of age gap? Be mature ? or be childish ?
Relationship is not about I love you and you love me and things will work out... There is alot of effort to be put in, care plays a big role.
Do u think that love will just fade away over time ? I dun... = )
About Basketball
Sigh, really a big big SIGH.. now we are facing a "traisition" period, it sucks to the core!
Some players played to death, some players played a little and the rest didn't get to play at all !
I am not a talented player, I am not a good basketball palyer, I just worked extra hard on it.
But u made me lost the motivation to drive harder.... to achive better..
i am tired, i have been drained out by u.. both physically and mentally...
Where is the fun of playing basketball, if i have a coach like u...
orh, sorry, in the first place, u are just a teacher, not a coach... at least not qualified....
About School
I have not touched my hw for the whole week.
I attened all lectures and tutorials, but basically i learnt nothing.
No test means i no need to study. Ridiculous... wake up! wake up!
One of my classmate is leaving, she wants to study in NYP, i wish her the best.
One of my classmate is being quite cold towards me, i feel uneasy.
One of my classmate is pissing me off, oh sorry, she pissed me off, and she will piss me off MORE.
One of my classmate... one of my classmate... one of my classmate...
Do i have a class? weird, where is the class bonding... i wonder... i failed... i am not being respect
About Family
I feel lost... I feel worried... I am just 18.
I behaved like a man.
I cried like a boy.
I feel tt i have not done enough.. in taking care and concerning about him...
I should spend more time w you.
I may not be able to let you be proud of me, but i am proud of u as always.
Love.
Monday, January 31, 2005
Meaningful Quotes on Relationships
If you don't listen to yourself, it's unlikely that anyone else will.
When to talk: Not when your partner needs some space or time to be alone.
What we can't tolerate in others is what we can't tolerate in ourselves.
The simple failure to acknowledge what the other person says explains much of the friction in our lives.
When feelings of not being understood come out as anger, hearing them, not shutting your ears or fighting back, is the key to calming things down.
Don't tell angry people to calm down. Doing so only makes them feel like you're denying their right to be upset.
Sharing problems makes people feel better. Listening is how we help them soothe themselves and how we build closer relationships.
Once you accept that the people who push your buttons are who they are, you can stop trying to change them - and stop overreacting when they do what they've always done.
Couples who learn to listen to each other - with understanding and tolerance - often find that they don't need to change each other.
The great challenge in courtship is to be together and still be yourself.
If you want truth from our partners, we must make it safe for them to tell it.
No one benefits when weaknesses or shortcomings become the principal focus of attention in a relationship.
Holding on to resentment of people you have work with punishes you as much as it does them.
You don't change relationships by trying to control other people's behaviour but by changing yourself in relation to them.
If you don't listen to yourself, it's unlikely that anyone else will.
When to talk: Not when your partner needs some space or time to be alone.
What we can't tolerate in others is what we can't tolerate in ourselves.
The simple failure to acknowledge what the other person says explains much of the friction in our lives.
When feelings of not being understood come out as anger, hearing them, not shutting your ears or fighting back, is the key to calming things down.
Don't tell angry people to calm down. Doing so only makes them feel like you're denying their right to be upset.
Sharing problems makes people feel better. Listening is how we help them soothe themselves and how we build closer relationships.
Once you accept that the people who push your buttons are who they are, you can stop trying to change them - and stop overreacting when they do what they've always done.
Couples who learn to listen to each other - with understanding and tolerance - often find that they don't need to change each other.
The great challenge in courtship is to be together and still be yourself.
If you want truth from our partners, we must make it safe for them to tell it.
No one benefits when weaknesses or shortcomings become the principal focus of attention in a relationship.
Holding on to resentment of people you have work with punishes you as much as it does them.
You don't change relationships by trying to control other people's behaviour but by changing yourself in relation to them.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y
Got some birthday wishings (sms) from :
Alvin
James
Rui Teck
Johnathan
John
Kah kit
Ricky
June
Zhao Yi
Feng
Yong Meng
Zi xin
Junior
Jin xuan
Weilun
Winsome
Guo hao
Dennis
Got the birthday cards from :
khim rong
zi rui
34/04
Got the birthday presents from :
Daddy and Mummy
Alvin
Rui Teck + Wei Jian + Marcus
Khim Rong
Guo hao
34/04
Angel Hsien birthday wish:
World peace (no war, no disaster)
Daddy get well
Do well in mid year exam and prelim
Do well in "A" level 2005 and get into one of the local University by 2006
Champion the 2005 A DIVISION BOY basketabll tournament
All my friends are doing well and in thier pink of health
Mortal Hsien birthday wish:
Get more sleep
Get more tanned
Get my body becomes more define
Pass my GP
Pass every subjects tests and exams
Be a good son, a good student, a good friend, a good teammate, and a good (boyfriend)?
Finished all my homework and catch up with my studies
Get a new handphone
Improve on my basketball
Skip less lectures
Settled my house toilet's problem
Save more money
Get a new pair of basketabll shoes
Get more holiday
Get more freedom
Get more healthy
Be more patient and kind towards ppl who i don't like
Be a nice and strong tree (hahhha, dun get it is ok de)
Devil Hsien birthday wish:
Get more birthday presents
More cash in my bank account
Get slim while eat more
All the tests/hw/exams are cancelled
All the teachers are forbitted to scold students (including me)
School OM get sacked
Mock and slap someones (hahhha... devil grinz)
Got some birthday wishings (sms) from :
Alvin
James
Rui Teck
Johnathan
John
Kah kit
Ricky
June
Zhao Yi
Feng
Yong Meng
Zi xin
Junior
Jin xuan
Weilun
Winsome
Guo hao
Dennis
Got the birthday cards from :
khim rong
zi rui
34/04
Got the birthday presents from :
Daddy and Mummy
Alvin
Rui Teck + Wei Jian + Marcus
Khim Rong
Guo hao
34/04
Angel Hsien birthday wish:
World peace (no war, no disaster)
Daddy get well
Do well in mid year exam and prelim
Do well in "A" level 2005 and get into one of the local University by 2006
Champion the 2005 A DIVISION BOY basketabll tournament
All my friends are doing well and in thier pink of health
Mortal Hsien birthday wish:
Get more sleep
Get more tanned
Get my body becomes more define
Pass my GP
Pass every subjects tests and exams
Be a good son, a good student, a good friend, a good teammate, and a good (boyfriend)?
Finished all my homework and catch up with my studies
Get a new handphone
Improve on my basketball
Skip less lectures
Settled my house toilet's problem
Save more money
Get a new pair of basketabll shoes
Get more holiday
Get more freedom
Get more healthy
Be more patient and kind towards ppl who i don't like
Be a nice and strong tree (hahhha, dun get it is ok de)
Devil Hsien birthday wish:
Get more birthday presents
More cash in my bank account
Get slim while eat more
All the tests/hw/exams are cancelled
All the teachers are forbitted to scold students (including me)
School OM get sacked
Mock and slap someones (hahhha... devil grinz)
Friday, January 07, 2005
doesn't it hurt
when you get unnoticed,
when your left out,
when you efforts are being neglected?
it sure does...
especiallyif you've done so much
for them
and not for yourself
but i am left alone
in my own world
doing what i do
feeling neglected
i am a giver
much less of a receiver
happiness is instilled
in my giving
i feel like a loner
I crap
I lame
but it is not myself
neglection hurts
especially when
you expect something
in return. . . . . .
when you get unnoticed,
when your left out,
when you efforts are being neglected?
it sure does...
especiallyif you've done so much
for them
and not for yourself
but i am left alone
in my own world
doing what i do
feeling neglected
i am a giver
much less of a receiver
happiness is instilled
in my giving
i feel like a loner
I crap
I lame
but it is not myself
neglection hurts
especially when
you expect something
in return. . . . . .
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