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Monday, July 26, 2004

I am borke... not only my pocket... but so does my heart....

I am very stressed up and tired today... very... everyone can tell that... even xin yan said i am clumsy today... i am half dead... i have only slept for  less than 3 hours last night... was doing PW sruveys... luckily got someone to accompnay throu out the whole night...

I am sad ? or I am to sad to tell wad is sadness? I dunnoe.. the whole morinng i was like a zoombie... Dennnis saw me during the break and he bought me a packet of sweet to cheer me up...hahha... feel so touched man... but ya... i am still very very tired...

Econ teacher needs ten ppl from each CG to attend the dunnoe wad Econ Quiz on wednesday at three, she wanted studnets especially from DHS, TKGS, TKSS and one dunnoe wad sch lah.. AHS? And ya, it is so great tt it clashes with History semenial, wahahha... nearly half of the class can't or dun want to go and the rest of the calss just simply dun bother abt it also! Wad a great class i have ah...=)  (i have to admit tt, this announcement is v unreasonsable, should fight for the class tmr during econ lesson)

AND NO MATTER WAD, NO ONE IS ALLOWED AND BE ABLE TO STOP ME OR HELD ME BACK FROM COMING DOWN TO TOA PA YOH SPORTS HALLT TO WATCH GESS "C" BOYS SOUTH ZONE FINAL! 

Whoever dare to do tt, i will hate u for life, and curse u until i die. (i will take cab rush down to there on wednesday after my econ tutorial which ends at 3pm)

I hate liar... cos i am the one myself... whenever ppl ask me whether i am fine or not.. i always gave them a smile and said i am fine!

I have enough problems from academic, friends, class, family and so on. I have enough, i need a break.... just give me a break ok... i am not a superman nor a perfect person!
Sometimes i jsut wanna faced off and shouted out "DUN PISSED ME OFF, U F****** A******"
I am tryting hard to satisfy everyone and trying to be nice to everone as far as i can, i am tired, really, both mentally and physically, i am just camoufalge it by using my dull and fake smile that i wear to sch everyday.

I am not unreasonable, i am not emotional, i am not moody, i am FINE, extremely fine, cos i am a liar... whahha... how great!

Those who know me well... just leave me alone.... Knows who dun knoe me at all.... just dun bother abt it bah...

My mother is so unsenstive enough tt she made me angry for three times today!
Three times! How great mom......

Kk.. i should stop crapping rubbish here... if not... i dunnnoe what other shit will come out from my mouth later if i type more... yes, i  am FINE, dun worry.....

2 comments:

Eilyfufu said...

everyone's wearing a mask...haix..life sucks at times...understand wat u are going thru...dun worrie la...u got me *this noisy crazee woman* haha...alwix ready to provide u with my ears =)

luN said...

relac la brO.nvr c u so angry b4.hahah.tmr after macth lets go eat alrite.haha de whole grp of us.cya

 

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