Quite a long long time didn't manage to blog...
cos i was tired and tired and tired.... quite a number of things happend during this period...
and i dunnoe how i manage to survive unitl now...
I am not a crying baby, but i broke down one of the night when i was talking to my mom...
dunnoe exactly wad happened le.. just so many thing tt i felt so messed up...
crying is not a solution, but after crying, it makes me feel stronger.....
As for basketball, i do think tt i am recovering from "down-slope" period... but i still think our training is not "intensive" enough... quite slack... but ya.... it is still as tired as usual lah...
i need time, i need time to be calm down and study.. i want stduy cos i need to pass promote..
then after the promote exam then i can focus on training and finding part time jobs to do to earn $.. but.. ya.. got to concentrate on the promote exam first lah...
Quite a BAD period for me lah... maybe i was too ****** ** by something ya.... some ppl felt tt i have changed my character in some way... and ya i am also being condemned by someone as the following:
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Sick and Tired
I hav nv seen such PETTY and IRRITATING GUY!!!!!!!!!! Hell…he has been getting onto my nerves…. I m so irked by his reaction and actions……EXTREMELY IRKED!!! His behaviour has destroyed my first impression of him…he everything disgusts me…yesh…I am totally GROOSED out…
………………..
im so sick and tired of U!
getting irked by some pple...just some immature, fussy and sensitive asshole... i duno how am i going to survive with these idiots ard... pls.. get a life pple..
i just realised how good is my temper... cos she is still alive....
Where have i gone wrong? ha... maybe in the first place when i just enterd the class few months ago... i should not be too nice to them....cos when after tt when u are unhappy and show them the "bo chap" and "yea..." tt kind of faces... u will be condemned like hell...
i am wrong....
really... i am too nice to ppl le....
one day...
i should have...
really throw my anger
and give them some piece of minds....
but... but... will i do tt ?
or... should i do tt?
after all they are just girls...
and i am on the weeker side...
i should not have step in this calssroom...
somehow.. i miss the old friends of mine... old classmates... and lots more....
Give me some of ur ideas if u r willing to share with me..
Sunday, August 22, 2004
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6 comments:
jane here lah.. dunno who is the person u are refering to lah.. but dun feel so bad okay.. it may be difficult to be 1 of the 2 guy in the class and to get along with one bunch of girls but dun feel too stress okay.. maybe u jus need somemore time to clear up your feeling?? if u have any problem, u can always share it with us.. at least i will be willing to hear your problems and help u solve it.. think u no need to be too angry lah.. everyone have their own way of thinking.. u cannot stop them, jus treat it that u dun hear it or see it okay..
I think we miss you too, haha
Don't stress yourself too much manz, after all thw world is always a better place with joy rather than fear and anger.
- Da Zhang
I think we miss you too, haha
Don't stress yourself too much manz, after all thw world is always a better place with joy rather than fear and anger.
- Da Zhang
hmmmm...you really looked stressed up man..dun try to think of too many things at one go ba...you dun live on this world to be nice to ppl or mind wad ppl think of you..hope u zap out of this soon...good luck! =]
Weilun
jonathan lee! cheer up man! C= we're gona b here fer e nxt 1 n a half yrs.. juz a transition period so dun take it too hard k! hope dat u wil b more optimistic. prolly u shdnt contd 2 b too nice? as in juz face ppl usin ur normal self, no matter hw ppl feel k? take care! share ur troubles or anitink k? C=
to be yourself is the best solution u can find..u dun live in this world for others..u dun behave according to wad others like..there are bound to have ppl who like u and others who simply cant stand u..getting upset over those ppl who dunno u well is just wasting of ur time..instead find those who are truly ur good frens..think they deserve more attention from u..last but not least..be yourself!!and ppl ard u who know u well will definitely treasure you for who u r..
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