Fallen

forever i guess is a fictional word that makes fantasy complete. when you love someone, you will deny the truth and believe in the lies. time passes. life happens. distance separates. don't think that you know so much about me. i am not who i may seem to be. don't prick on me, don't push me, because i can't take it. i will re-bark hard if i want to, but seems that more often than not i just mellow and drown myself... immensely hurt within, broken and screaming for a voice. don't give me the option to drift and walk away entirely, because i would want to stay and be this way. the past is meant to be used as a tool for the future. bad experiences indeed made me bitter but the lessons learnt should make me better. i am happy to be who i am. love is living, making life better and treasuring myself. love is in my head, but freedom is my soul. i don't like to change and i won't change... i won't be broken again. i've got to breathe. I can't keep going under. it's just me.