This is a diary of impromptu thots.

About Love

Will you keep changing for someone till you lose yourself, lose your own identity ?

I dun want you to change, at least not so much for me. It hurts still, but as long as u r happy, i guess i will try to accept that.

I grow more attached to u as the day passed by, but i will try not to let u feel tied down.

How are u going to overcome the problem of age gap? Be mature ? or be childish ?

Relationship is not about I love you and you love me and things will work out... There is alot of effort to be put in, care plays a big role.

Do u think that love will just fade away over time ? I dun... = )

About Basketball

Sigh, really a big big SIGH.. now we are facing a "traisition" period, it sucks to the core!

Some players played to death, some players played a little and the rest didn't get to play at all !

I am not a talented player, I am not a good basketball palyer, I just worked extra hard on it.

But u made me lost the motivation to drive harder.... to achive better..

i am tired, i have been drained out by u.. both physically and mentally...

Where is the fun of playing basketball, if i have a coach like u...

orh, sorry, in the first place, u are just a teacher, not a coach... at least not qualified....

About School

I have not touched my hw for the whole week.

I attened all lectures and tutorials, but basically i learnt nothing.

No test means i no need to study. Ridiculous... wake up! wake up!

One of my classmate is leaving, she wants to study in NYP, i wish her the best.

One of my classmate is being quite cold towards me, i feel uneasy.

One of my classmate is pissing me off, oh sorry, she pissed me off, and she will piss me off MORE.

One of my classmate... one of my classmate... one of my classmate...

Do i have a class? weird, where is the class bonding... i wonder... i failed... i am not being respect

About Family

I feel lost... I feel worried... I am just 18.

I behaved like a man.

I cried like a boy.

I feel tt i have not done enough.. in taking care and concerning about him...

I should spend more time w you.

I may not be able to let you be proud of me, but i am proud of u as always.

Love.